Tuesday, May 26, 2009
{ 4:01 AM }
i'm still in love with you, boy.
fuck the post a month ago.
i still can't forget you.
why, oh why?
after all the fucked up things you did to me.
why am i still not over you? bleargh.
i hate this. :(
muuuuuuumy!
fuck the post a month ago.
i still can't forget you.
why, oh why?
after all the fucked up things you did to me.
why am i still not over you? bleargh.
i hate this. :(
muuuuuuumy!
Monday, May 11, 2009
{ 10:12 PM }
what is love?
it is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind.
centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love.
but no one can give the proper definition of love.
to some, love is friendship set on fire.
for others, maybe love is like luck.
you have to go all the way to find it.
no matter how you define it or feel it,
love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.
love is patient, love is kind.
it has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud.
it rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker.
love protects, preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life.
always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it.
it is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.
love can occur between two or more individuals.
it bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust,
intimacy and interdependence.
it enhances the relationship and comforts the soul.
love should be experienced and not just felt.
the depth of love can not be measured.
look at the relationship between a mother and a child.
the mother loves the child unconditionally
and it can not be measured at all.
a different dimension can be attained between any relationships
with the magic of love.
love can be created.
you just need to focus on the goodness of the other person.
if this can be done easily, then you can also love easily.
and remember we all have some positive aspect in us,
no matter how bad our deeds maybe.
and as they say, "love all...".
{ 1:30 AM }
happy momma's day, mumy~
i know i've been such a pain in the ass, recently.
i've been causing heboh heboh at home.
i did things you'd never imagine that i'll do.
i did things you'd never imagine that i'll do.
and mumy, i'm very very sorry for that.
youve've been the best momma that i would ever ask for.
you've been there for me, always.
you were there when i was on the edge with riduan.
you'd prsevere in times it was hard.
you gave me, anna and a'an unconditional love.
i can't imagine life without you.
thank you so much for everything,
be it the stupidest advice you'd tell me or the good ones.
your funny jokes and your stories had never failed making me smile.
and at times when you'd cry in front of me, i felt so helpless.
i thanked allah each and eveyday to have you.
and that i still have you.
i prayed each day for your good health and a good job.
and, a good me.
mumy, i love you very the very the very very much lah montel!
my very vain mumy. sempat siol touch up.
muka shock! masai.
i love you mumy!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
{ 12:45 AM }
went on a movie date with sadik.
si budak kecik tu.
(well, actually he's not small, just younger. haha.)
si budak kecik tu.
(well, actually he's not small, just younger. haha.)
i owe him that date actually.
because kan, aku selalu lambat bila nak pergi school dengan dia.
we watched x-men orgins: wolverine.
not bad, i'll give it 4 popcorns. haha.
all the while he was very noisy,
and GOD! i have to remind him to shut up.
i met zee and azul.
one word: sweet!
they're so cute together.
khehe.
ok, and that's all.
i shall not elaborate any further.
bye.
Friday, May 1, 2009
{ 1:55 AM }
happy 15th birthday, baby sister!
have fun with fhiez and your girlfriends.
sorry no present. :B
i love you!