today's our 1st month together.

kental.

but whatever,
i will always love you, gemuk.
but kan, baby's at the hospital!
kesian, baby i.
hehehe.

later i belikan you a bucket of strawberries ok?

yay!
baby fetch me home today.

well, actually i was a lil upset with him lah.
thought he wanted to come down with a huuuuge hello kitty bear.
sekali, tak. -.-

slacked at simei.
abeh dah.
ok bye.
haha.


i love kau, gemuk!

semalam i met mimi at gombak.
darling mimi begged me to help him fill in his abang's card jemputan.
sumpah, pemalas.



and bro, kau punye maggi power gedegak!
nak lagi!!!

well, baby's left for KL.
i swear i'm so mad at him!
promised to fetch me home just now.

but i didn't expect him to come.
thought wanted to surprise at ubi with my bear so he can sleep with it in KL.
but noooo,

"b, i penat lah."
"it's ok if you're tired b, i'll come down there ok? so you can rest. later kan nak drive?"
"no need to meet me lah. you rest. lagipun you must be tired. i also want to sleep. no need to meet k? i love you. later i call you."

that was strange.
it's ok, so i met rai at the usual playground before i went home.
i assumed he must have been asleep so i wouldn't want to disturb.

3 am, i swear i can't sleep.
so tried my luck.

he picks up,
"eh? you kata nak tidur? ke wake up already? so early?"
"err, i didn't sleep lah. i go fishing. black ajak."

WTF? i wanted to meet you.
and you just dissed me off because your friend, the one going KL with you asked you out?
i haven't met you for a week you know.
nabei teng teng!

don't call me ah!
i want to merajuk!

kau kerlipan cahaya kecil
menyinari hudupku
ku hanyalah gadis sepi
yang tertawan dengan sinarmu
memberi kekuatan dan keyakinan diri
pada hati yang tersangkar di dalam duka

kau lilin cintaku dengan keindahanmu
mengusir kenangan yang menggugut perasaan
kau lilin cintaku
memberi nafas baru
di dalam dunia hatiku yang kegelapan

kau yang dulu kedinginan
tidak lagi keseorangan
kau datang dalam hidupku
menyalakan harapan baru
sungguh aku terharu dengan pengorbananmu
rela terbakar demi sebuah cinta



shut up.
just feeling jiwang-ish.

lagi berapa hari tinggal sahaja, sebelum baby saya berangkat ke KL.
baby! i want to meet you tomorrow. pleaaaaase? :(

tomorrow i off tau.

i is so want to go to muse's concert!
please baby?
buy for me the tickets. :B

fyi, first day at work was so-so.
all my colleagues are chinese.
but i don't really mind.
haha.

and baby, please understand, now on i cant really meet you everyday you know.
because i mesti busy punya.

i love you, cupcake.

i was talking to boyfriend about going on a holiday this coming april or june with black and cream the other day, when he popped out this question,

"b, i know what to buy for you on the 25th!"
"ok, what?"
"cannot tell you ah gemok! wait tak secret. you, stupid."
"ok lah i stupid, i also don't want to know. sorry lah yang tak stupid.." o.O
"abeh, kau nak belikan aku ape?"
haha.
sumpah, i laughed.

then i said,
"eh, i bought you early presents ok. for, i think, the next few months punye ah!"
"ape you belikan i? mane ade?"
"belt Diesel, baju AX, 2 baju Topman, topi Ripcurl, slipper Reef and the baju at River Island. ape lagi aku tak belikan kau? satu set lagi! haha."
"diam ah kau!"
-.-

haha, merajuk lah tu dia.
cute kan kau?
i like the way he say, 'you, stupid.'
macam step cute gitu. tapi cute.
ok, i'm bored!
mimi! save me from my boredom.
mimi told me to overnight at his place then go work tomorrow from there. o.O
yes, i know we're very good good super close friends,
but i'm positive my boyfriend won't allow.
you know lah, his perangai.
and some more, you're a guy.
your head!

nuff said.
i'm tired.
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and, i'm sorry cupcake.
i didn't mean to say all those words to you over the phone just now.
mengamok sekejap.
faham?
sorry. :(


and, you better balik by 5 ah.
gua bagi warning sama lu.
cakap nak balik, then peng changi go fishing.
pantat.
make sure fishing ah! no funny business.
i trust you tau.

and i think you'll see lesser of me from next week on.
since i'll be starting my new job.
but i try to update, ok?

even if no one's reading.
sedih bulu.

my boobs hurt.
o.O

it's friday night!
and i'm at home.
gaaaaaaaah!

shut up!
i bet my people are all partying. cb.
i'll have my turn soon.
next week ah!

and b, you tak boleh ikut!
because you going KL.
too bad!

but i still love you lah.
don't worry, cupcake. :B

i'm officially not unemployed anymore. yay!
alhamdullilah.
i'm starting work next monday.
wish me luck, you guys. :B
ok bye.
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and, eh gang, tkmu mengamok ah!
prangai last warning sial kau!
aku pergi cari kerje bukan jumpe jantan!
(that's my evil side talking. opps.)

awak, don't angry-angry lah. please?
maaf. :(

my abang 'body'.
o.O

met boyfriend just now after 756490247 days of not meeting.
he got mad at me because
i was suppose to accompany him to CGH and take MC at 9 in the morning.
but, i got up at 12. :B
sorry lah! i was tired ok.
alamak.

so, met him at my void deck.
and bus-ed to his place.
since i can't be home late.
just hang around.
goreng nuggets, but at last he's the one who goreng.
hehe. lazy lah.
reached home at 6.
and i'm tired.
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good luck to me, for my job hunting tomorrow!
(motivation doh!)
and dzul! you better teman me ah!
i don't care.
ok bye. ;)

this is random,
but i hope mine and kaka's plan will happen on our birthday.
haha, we planned to go out together.
since, we both have the same birth dates.
cute, right?
but he's a few years older.

ok, so tak perlu.
but, what the heck.
i hope boyfriend will approve.

and gemok! please take care of your health lah.
every time take half day.
take MC lah, off lah.
you ah, pantat betul.

baby, cepat pass your bike license.
i sudah malas mahu go public.

and please, don't bring RXZ.
very mat-mat, you know?
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i miss you.
bye. :B

happy new year, you guys!
o.O
hope ya'll have a blissful year ahead of you.
(wah, so typical ah?)

so, what are my resolutions?
easy,

1. find a halal job and save money for shopping.
oh wait, i mean, school. :B
2. loose 2kg every month.
(a thing between me, my mum and my brother.)
3. make my mumy and boyfriend happy.
4. throw out all my ugly bad habits.
(like, waking up in the late afternoon and eating too much. o.O)

ok lah, i know my resolutions are very lame.
but, what the heck.
they're mine, not yours.
so, shut up.

and sorry boyfriend, i didn't get to meet you yesterday.
meet you soon ok, bacin?
ok, bye.

i miss my babydolls.
meet up soon ok? pretty pleeeeeease. :(